I talked to one of my best friends today and he said to do what makes me happy. if it means forgetting everything and moving on, then that’s what I should do. I feel like a horrible person and I hope the guilt can go away soon. gahh! it’s when I’m alone that these lurking thoughts come. I just want to go to my room, blast some music, clean everything, put away all my clothes and lay down in bed. I really should study Physics, but I am really in no mood tonight. 9:30pm can’t come sooner! I’m glad I sleep early.
