thoughts

I’ve been going out too much lately and spending too much money on food & drinks haha. I’m addicted though — I love my friends and having fun!! I gotta cut back, especially on the late night calories. Also gotta start saving my money more because of all the bills I have. Went over my phone bill twice, car insurance, doctor’s appointments, etc. you name it, I pay it. not to mention saving up for grad school.

I also have to pay a large sum of taxes this year. I’m no longer a kid! I hate being grown up!

I’m getting a gym membership this week. asap! I miss working out and I’ve felt overly-critical of myself lately. yuck, hate those moments.

wifey and I are going to get tattoos soon. I can’t wait. I’ve been yo-yo-ing with the idea of getting one or not, but I really decided on it. It will be in an obscure place and small. We’ve been toying with some designs lately and I think I came up with what I want.

I really have to start studying for the GRE tests. I’ve been putting it off, which is bad because I’m going to be taking them in a couple week’s time.. I haven’t really felt motivated, not to mention all the stuff I’ve done in the past couple of weeks has accumulated lots of bad karma and I get discouraged about whether or not I will be accepted into grad school or not. I really hate being left alone with my thoughts.

Today I revisited kpop/jpop and laughed at how silly of a fangirl I used to be. heehe

Milan comes in 3.5 weeks!! <3